fall to pieces

too much things to think out lately
im stressed out
school.homework.friends. home.family.myself
too much decisions to make
too many questions to answer
too much responsibility to cope with
too much words to argue
too much fake smiles ive made.

my head is cracking up into zillion pieces already
if ive the gut, ill runawayy and never come back.but unfortunately i dont hve.
im not okayy
seriously!